Friday, September 2, 2011

WISHING

 Wishing upon a falling star
Wishing in legendary lotus temple
Wishing for a  long lost miracle rebound
Wishing an answer for my prayer




Wishing a cue in the unsolved dark mystery
surrounding the famous drowned treasure history
Wishing for a guiding angel to help tread upon the forbidden path 
Wishing so hope of thy deceived soul can return
Wishing going was not meant to be forever
Wishing for sun to blaze again


Wishing  dark sky to turn to bluest of fairy tales
Wishing themes of fairyland to come alive true in real life
Wishing for decisions taken in real time to be perfect
Wishing for life to finally turn a  new leaf
Wishing for loser-pretending-winner  to become a victor
Wishing a sad-smiling-go-to be the happiest widest grin ever flashed

Friday, August 26, 2011

TO-GET-HER (together)

Through the dark and deep alleys
Amidst the haunting cannibals
Fall of the heart of night
Ceases the lonely whores
Lighting their soul with eternity of paradise
Still whispers a voice of miracle "TO-GET-HER"

A shining beacon in the infinite sky
Guiding the detective through the woods of wilderness of crime , chirping sounds of moaning drug addicts
The trodden paths of disorder ; breaking and entering
Thus revealing forbidden secrets that are keyed up now
Inspiring a voice of miracle "TO-GET-HER"

Detached strings of lust and tranquility
Grab him fiercely again
For driven by necessity and acclaim
Thy hands shall pen down  the greatest lyrics
With the blood of miracle "TO-GET-HER"

Before the dawn shall the spell break
Of demon and of witches
Of vampires and of werewolves
Of pschopaths and of copycats
For still whispers a voice of miracle "TO-GET-HER"


IT SHALL BE A MIRACLE OF BOTH HISTORY AND AEON

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

HOPE

 Everyone know the truth now
Sets me free from pain and hatred
All those things that once bounded me                  

JUST FLY AWAY ONCE
I cant hold u now
JUST FLY AWAY ONCE
I know everything gonna be alright

Everything u said , everything u did
All those words and deeds 
Come back to me and make me realize 
That stars will again shine
That cold November will again stop

JUST FLY AWAY ONCE
I cant hold u now
JUST FLY AWAY ONCE
I know everything gonna be alright 




Tuesday, August 16, 2011

TANYA ANDERSON

Down the lane
The moment you stopped
The instant your intuition warned 
The stint your defenses shot up
The aeon you came down in flashes and up in smoke
IN A HEARTBEAT APPEARED.........................................

Down the lane 
Where words are lie
And trust is a road to deceit
Love a shortcut to use you
When songs become a memoir of your journey
IN A HEARTBEAT APPEARED ..................................


Down the lane
Pain your disease and tragedy  your drug
A false smile your go-to appearance
Forloness and tranquility color your life
All you can do is


A Shout-out to GREATEST LADY quoting
trust comes from a hopeful heart

For what zillion words fail to describe my gratitude , never being a girl of words 
I humbly request you to accept it

Saturday, July 9, 2011

My Song

World dumped me
Took me over agian
Not as an afraid child who needs to hold a hand
To keep from falling
But as a bold, furistic robot who is stone cold to fears
Of a mortal life
I have died
& I die every minute over & over again
But none seem to notice
Those who notice pretend like it never happened
None wants to see the darkness beneath the budding flower
None wants to treat wounds and heal scars
I am used & made a victim of deceit and betrayal
Only to be awaken each morning in infinite cold
If only a heart could see the death
If only eyes could unlock the darkest secrets


I WISH IF ONLY..........

An Ode To Ghosts

Ghosts  of  a  mind's  delusion
Ghosts  of  a  hand's  creation
Ghosts  of  a  scared  heart
Ghosts  of  a  betrayed trust
Ghosts  of  a  lost honor
Ghosts  of a  false demeanor
Ghosts  of a  pile of lies
Ghosts  of an unreasonable rejection
Ghosts  of an infinite detention
Ghosts of  a   deceived  soul
Ghosts of  an unbearable pain
Ghosts  of  a  half-asleep world
Ghosts  of an irrational myth
Ghosts  of a ruined  intuition

Ghosts are points of reason a terrified brain creates to feel the tragedy and anguish again and over again in a heartbeat

Saturday, June 4, 2011

HOW CAN

How can I say I am fine when nothing's fine
How can I care when everything I cared for isn't here
How can I sing  when I have lost everything
How can I be strong when I am bleeding my life out 
How can I say I am happy when happiest moments of my life were all fake 
How can I be intelligent when I have always been victim of deceit and betrayal 
How can I feel belonged when I don't fit anywhere
How can I tell my darkest fears when I know everyone will mock
How can I say I am awake when half of my world is asleep 
How can I dream when I fear closing eyes shutting out all memories
How can I feel love when I am stone-cold
How can I code that not even ruins remain of highest wall ever build
How can I say I don't even know or remember who i really was 
How can I state coldness, darkness & solitude as my best friends forever or worst enemies forever
How can be my life a more hell
How can this cloud's destruction lead to even darkest night darker than eclipse
How come it was me ,
Why me of all 6 million people
Just answer why? 

LOST

Lost in symphony of hell ,
Lost in literary world ,
Lost in world of people,
Lost in  web of  kinship,
Lost in coldness of night,
Lost in darkness of atmosphere,
Lost in solitude of what my life has become,
Lost to cold-heartedness
LOST , LOST , LOST

Will I ever be found again?
Will I ever be recognized again?
Will I ??????????

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

RED AND BLUE

My hands are red from pain
My  eyes  are red from crying
My nose red of cough
My clothes red of my blood
My life red with fury

BUT, 
My feet blue from cold 
My mood blue from truth
My skin blue of venial blood that flows now
My face blue of being hit by the cruelty of silence
My lips being hard from frost


 WHY THE HELL IS EVERYTHING RED AND BLUE ???????


Monday, April 18, 2011

Truth lies deep within abode of snow
Water tells the secrets eyes wish to woe
Hands tremble dreading the thought crossing mind
A thing so simple that it can't be anymore kind
Yet in this darkness an angel comes along
And holds hand and NOT AFRAID 
Tags me for the games life play

Maybe i am helpless satellite falling through a nighty sky 
or a walking encylopedia but living failure
no wonder who i am 
MOLLY U R REALLY BEST FRIEND AND THIS IS A SMALL TOKEN FOR MY FRIENDSHIP
KINDLY ACCEPT IT



Tuesday, March 8, 2011

HEART : INTUITION OR CONSCIOUS


Heart is like a tree and so  deceases a slow death
making each ray of hope fall like a leaf
and when all leaf r shed then sets in voidness

Heart is like a sea, a sea unaware of it's power .it's lust
and with  each  single drop evaporating it awaits it's future 

Heart is a flower where memories are written forever
just like a the lullaby asking what happened to goodbye

Heart is like a island where roads diverge but at annihilation still merge
and when experience says it's risky and proud says it's impossible
and reason says useless, the heart whispers " Give it a try"


Heart is a body whose wounds r healed with time
 however scars shall ad infinitum


Heart is organ that still beats after being torn apart , broken
and words some kept



Heart  is room where love is as light as flame 
and  doors for it leads to windows opened for pain



DON'T  FALL  TOO HARD FOR  ANYONE  CAUSE AT  TIME OF  DARKNESS UR  OWN SHADOW  LEAVES U

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Physicists could not squelch,
Bible nix contemplated of it as a wringer,
What lay beyond profundity;
When elements of zest  were restituted ,
With illicit , infidelity, indignity:
All comprising of  Lucifer connate cordiality,
When forlornness was the unequaled enterprise and forsaken extirpative repercussion.....................

Who's best friend-novel or darkness ??????????????